.....I am actually speechless.
BUT....๐
It feels humbled for being a man, and also empowered for being able to receive this _________. I say _________ because i refuse to pin it down this time. that message is profound, a call for some responsibility, its precious to me, too rare, it's passion, it's courage, it's beauty, it's artistry.....and we are heirs to that which was (even then!) more acutely aware but still conditioned, still conflicted, still obedient to a long superceded belief system. Superceded by forgiveness, by empathic ability, .....guidance out of denial. It is possible, your brother or uncle, even your father was "one"...and then those you called friends, sometimes you didn't stand up to them. Because you felt weak, but right now you can speak, and respect will flow directly into and then through you as blessing to self and (all you are now able to consider, hear, listen to, observe, connect with and offer assistance to) your community ( an acceptable and honor able identification...welcome to Earth! :) . We can/are able/will and now take your past indiscretion(s) and also that of "the other", most obviously past "familiar" behaviors and receive/allow instruction by blessing in awareness, respect for a perpetrators (unconscious) conditioning/burdens is the soil where forgiveness takes root.