death with cheese

perhaps i am not as co-dependent as i originally determined - i think i am just simply bored, which leads to armageddon - its the cardinal sin - you know? maybe i should start jogging again. even if i will be jogging alone. people without their own phones and mortgages don't qualify to be in relationships in the first place. i mean the least i could do is get a lease and a beeper before i find another girlfriend. who knows, maybe a sleeping bag and the wide open sky will be enough one day.