Ryan Patrick Huseman Darrow

ok, here is the dealio, i am going to freekin bed and i dont know when i am getting back up.

first the bad news, i haven't heard shit from bayer or merichem all god damn week, and baseball is gay.

the only good news is i am visiting halliburton next week and i have two other nibbles which i will leave unnamed until i can confirm them as prospects.

my optimisim was flushed with yesternight's dinner to be honest. i'm really starting to wonder about some of the choices i have made recently, and its very unclear how the hell i am going to stay above water over the coming weeks unless i whore myself out somewhere.

and fuck, i need a haircut. AGAIN. maybe i will just shave it (my head) and tattoo a will stay up all night on the internet for food sign on my skull.